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lyrics
I’ve wasted my entire youth numbing myself.
Night after night, I’m losing sight through my tears,
drowning my words in the back of my throat, swallowing every chance of rejection.
And now I sit in this silent home wondering where my life went.
Forgiveness is not going to bring back my wasted youth or failed chances.
I stare out of the window but cannot reach beyond these confining walls.
It’s useless.
I wish on raindrops to wash away my human stain.
I feel further away from those things that I’ve wished for,
I feel further away from what it meant to live.
Why? Why… Why me?
Why...
I don’t know how to make things better, how to break free from this listless anxiety.
I will watch this life move on without me,
and in my absence their lives will still move on... without me…
Ensam i mitt rum får jag skydd från regnets hånande droppar…
När molnen skingras igen, vet jag att mitt väsen försvinner in i dimmornas land...
credits
from Saturnine Nights,
released June 28, 2021
Music by Kyla.
Lyrics by Jordan.
supported by 10 fans who also own “To Wash Away A Human Stain”
Beautifully sad music here! Love the atmosphere created by this band! Makes me just want to sit a corner of my room, dim my lights and let this album play out! Good Depressive BM! stomachgrinder
The Philadelphia group draw on the playfulness of prog rock as you’d expect from a group who’ve labelled their style as “metal for astronauts.” Bandcamp Album of the Day Sep 11, 2017
A ferocious display of blackened stoner-doom from Moscow's Moanhand, who offsets moments of bleak ugliness with clean, haunting melody. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 23, 2021